gold with blood

好久没来了，博客都荒废了

我现在很好，跟我的爱在一起，很稳定，很幸福

生活很有目标，感情很有寄托，一切的一切都让我很满意

没什么要说的，日子一天天过，每天都浸泡在忙碌，紧张的生活中

没什么要抱怨的，现在我真的很满足

也许我疏远了什么，也许我贴近了什么

但这些都不重要了，我要做的只有两件事

   爱他，爱我

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I LOVE AMERICA!I LOVE LA!

1st August:就要去美国了，感觉没什么特别激动的。说实话，这次去美国并不是我喜欢的方式。。就17天，去这么多地方，都是走马观花的，有什么意思呢。像美国这样的国家，他们的社会，他们的教育，他们的人文，各种建筑，各种建设。。。都不是几天下来就可以了解的。。与其说是旅游，不如说是观光，我不喜欢。。呵呵，希望以后还有机会去，我希望能在一个国家呆几个十年，在一个城市呆几个一年。。特别是像法国，英国这样的文化国家，她们的文化是发自内在的魅力，这种魅力使她们成为我梦中的国度

4th August：坐一天的飞机。。到了美国啊！下飞机过安检的时候我带的鸡腿和卤蛋被收了去了闹！！555。。我入境卡上按照我们金晶大人的写了没带肉制品的。。结果那个海关的老美威胁我说下次如果卡上和实际不符要罚我500美金。。好凶好凶。。。。到了美国就去了海边！跟大艺疯了很久！咏哥个闷骚的就边上给我们拍拍照，哦哈哈。大艺的RP哦~记录下，大艺的第一双拖鞋在此时报废~~晚上去看棒球赛了！虽然看不懂，但是很佩服老美啊！短短30秒的休息时间都能安排的有滋有味的！哈哈，这就是差距！不愧是我心中的美国！

5th Augest:哦，天哪。。到了UCLA!上午9点开始上课了。。先是一个老教授接待我们的，我们形象的叫他肯德基爷爷，呵呵，像！第一堂课，说实话，慢无聊的，跟外教也差不多，哎。。玩玩游戏，讨论讨论问题而已，想起了大艺迷茫的眼神。下午去迪斯尼！我日本的去过了，所以，也无所谓啦。我发现我就是热衷于水上刺激的，可惜，有一个没玩到闹！还有可怜的咏哥，本来想去过山车的，结果我们胆小鬼怕怕，又有那个鬼说要去开车，害得我们咏哥都米的玩了闹！我在迪斯尼开始了我在美国的花钱旅程，花了100多，买了一件爆大的衣服，花了我40多MS，还有cocoa粉，回到家泡泡吃~~(其实没啥好喝的，香是满香的~)其他么就是两个挂件啦~~烧钱！

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wherever i go,remember that i love you

whatever i say,remember that i love you

even if i will fly to a place,

where far away from you,i will bring your love

and send my love to you in return.

when i stay in a clod night with myself.

i just tell myself that i miss you.

 

 

 lose myself

                --jc chasez

Yeah, yeah-yeah

She loves Daffodils, and
She keeps 'em on her window sill
When the wind blows her smell fills the room

She dreams in color
But does she know that I love her?
I'm swimming in my abyss of insecure blue, yeah

And I'm losing my head
And I can't get no sleep
(No sleep)
But if I reached out
(Reached out)
Would you reach out for me, yeah

Knocked unconcious, walking on water
Cause I'm thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
And don't you know that love's intoxicating and I need the abuse
(Need the abuse)
Because I'm endlessly falling
And we're destiny calling what you're making me do
(Destiny calling what you're making me do)
It's all because I lose myself in you
All because I lose myself in you

I don't wanna be invisible
(Invisible)
I just wanna be compatible
Longing for something that can only be filled by you, yeah

Cause I'm fighting with my confidence
(Confidence)
Build up my courage, give myself a chance
Because the only thing I think about is you

Do you know that I'm here?
Do I even exist?
I'd dance on velvet skies
For just the thought of one kiss, yeah

Knocked unconcious, walking on water
Cause I'm thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
And don't you know that love's intoxicating and I need the abuse
(Need the abuse)
Because I'm endlessly falling
And we're destiny calling what you're making me do
(Destiny calling what you're making me do)
It's all because I lose myself in you
All because I lose myself in you

I see the beauty in your strength, baby
And you fight to keep it in you, yea
But I break down your walls
(Break down your walls)
With my army of love
(Army of love)

Take a journey through my heart
It's a test of fate
(Test of fate)
As we hold each other close our spirits gravitate
(Gravitate)
Let's drift into forever
As our boundaries melt away

Thinking of you, thinking of you, thinking of you
Oh...

I found myself intoxicated by this drug
Sent to my knees cause I'm addicted to your love
All because I lose myself in you
All because I lose myself in you

All because I lose, I lose myself in you
All because I lose myself in you

If you share with me
Then I'll find you
And I'll meet you there,
Down in nowhere

If you share with me
Then I'll find you
And I'll meet you there,
Down in nowhere

Baby my life is yours
Just open up the door
I can't believe I found you, yeah-yeah

'Cause if you share with me
Then I'll find you
And I'll meet you there,
Down in nowhere

Down in nowhere

Yeah-yeah, oh
Lose myself, yeah
Yeah...
Oh...